Welcome to A Little Bit of Crazy

 Hello! Welcome to A Little Bit of Crazy. My name is Sarah. I am the mother to 4 rambunctious boys. Life is a little bit crazy sometimes, but I wouldn't change a thing. My oldest son sells his bead animal keychains on Etsy. (https://www.etsy.com/shop/CKsCrafting) My second son raises New Zealand/Rex rabbits. Growing up, I had so many dreams, ballerina, veterinarian, doctor, nurse, and mom. Although I didn't become a super awesome ninja of jobs, I did become a mom. I never imagined that being a mom would fill all of those roles for me. We have a small farm, so I have the ability to fulfill the need to care for animals. I always imagined that I would hate the calmness that comes with not having to fill every second with activities, but it calms my soul. One day, we may dance like no one is watching and just enjoy life as a family, then the next, we run around getting errands done and never have a moment to breathe. I love being a stay-at-home mom. This blog will be for me to share items that make life easy, recipes, funny stories, and just life. I hope you enjoy the ride.

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